OH GAWD WHY
Ladies and gentlemen. I am officially freaked. I GAINED 20lbs. I weigh 277lbs. I went from maintaining my weight to gaining and now IM SCARED. I simply cant keep gaining like this or befre you know it Ill be 300lbs. I know I don't look it but that does not matter to me. If I am that heavy it puts a strain on my horse when I ride her and my weight allready limits me to what I can ride.
Horses saved me from my depression, anxeity and suicidal thoughts/actions. They gave me something to live for and take care of but I just keep gaining and gaining. Soon I just will be to heavy for any horse. I wont be able to do stuff on the ground either because I can't freaking move with all this fat hanging off of me.
So, tomorrow is friday. Tomorrow I start a new week and a new life. I will do zumba every morning and all as my goal says. 1500 calories should do it. Lotsa protein. Yuperooni. So i will let everyone know how im doing every week or so.
Horses saved me from my depression, anxeity and suicidal thoughts/actions. They gave me something to live for and take care of but I just keep gaining and gaining. Soon I just will be to heavy for any horse. I wont be able to do stuff on the ground either because I can't freaking move with all this fat hanging off of me.
So, tomorrow is friday. Tomorrow I start a new week and a new life. I will do zumba every morning and all as my goal says. 1500 calories should do it. Lotsa protein. Yuperooni. So i will let everyone know how im doing every week or so.
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