off one of my meds........

i saw my psychiatrist today and i've been weening off one of my meds. for about a year.....so today she said i could stop.....she gave me a prescription to fill in case i feel funny.....i made an appointment in april with her just to check in with her......i'm a littler nervous because the last time i went off this med. i almost committed suicide, so i'm a little nervous.....but i'm doing better....my therapist knows and she told me to look at the evidence of how i'm doing better than that time.....i feel really good and stuff....i know that if i feel weird i can go right back on it and call my therapist and make an appointment with her and talk about it....i don't wanna go back to the hospital....that's NOT an option!!!!!!!!