Obsessions...

I hate that I obsess over the stupidest things. Like right now I have the smallest little mark on my computer screen its like hair thin and realllllyyyy small and I can't get it off and it's driving me nuts. I always want my stuff to be in perfect condition and the moment it gets a scratch I freak out and get so upset. Why??! It's so stupid and pointless! My boyfriend can't stand it cause at times Im overly obsessed with my apartment being spotless and other times I am just too tired to care and if he leaves something out I freak out on him but its okay if I leave something out of place cause I am too tired to put it back. I wish I could just accept that things do not need ot be perfect. There is beauty in imperfections....I just have to keep telling myself that...