o.k. here it goes

O.k. put it off long enough.  Here is the first time it happened that started it all. I was having a sleepover with mark and john at john's house.  Oh this sucks heart beating faster, breathing harder, head pounding.  We felt great at his house Cable back then not everyone had it.  Staying up late, high on caffeine and food.  Talking and laughing.  Mark and I eyeing John's older sister like budding teenage boys do.  Oh shit this is so hard.  Must stop now maybe tomorrow more to follow.