Numbing

Why do we step foot into the darkness of curiosity every time. Sit still for once. You think because you don't have flshbacks now you're alright?
No you, yes fucking you, are still in this, You don't think it's going to can't up with you.
You can't be every daddy's baby forever, is that what you think you are?and you're killing me doing this.Please,it's going to bring you down just like it's doing to me. You will remember, we will all remember, they're starting..
Why do you fantasize over my pain? Why do you care about nothing else but lust. You're not as powerful as you think. You're going to lose me everything if you don't fucking keep yourself... to.your.fucking.self.