NUMBER MESSAGE'S

I remember in the beginning, numbers were a hugh part of the way my son communicated with me. Certain numbers, combinations, certain dates of the months, the way certain numbers happened through the last four years...it helped me to see, that God/Ryan was/is telling me, it was his time to go to heaven... When these numbers come up... At 1st it was to brutal, to see the time 4:15, or the date 4/15... I would have spells of glancing at the clock at 4:15, it made me so sad.. It happened alot in the car.. It happened so often, I turned the saddness into believing Ryan was giving me a message... Ryan was communicating with me, telling me he is ok, and he loves me. From then on, when it happens to me, I'll say "I LoveYou, and miss you so much"...IT WORKS FOR ME!!!!! The date 4/15 is the GOD Coincidence to me, Ryan was born, the time of the day was 4:15, on a saturday.. The same date Ryan went to heaven 4/15, When I looked at his Birth cert. the time of day was 4:15, on a saturday.. When I looked at his Death Cert. the date is 4/15/2006, on a saturday..... I have been saying I'm gonna write all my coincidences down, and I still haven't.. I have alot of Number messages...maybe starting it on wordpad will help so as I remember, I can write them down and save it..... Duh....