Now what?

I am trying to move along with my life but feel stuck in a rut.  I finally got social security disability after waiting months and worrying that I would be turned down.  It still won't pay my living expense but is better than nothing.  I now have the stress of having new nurses to treat my legs because one retired recently and the other is going to be transferred at Kaiser.  I got a letter in the mail that my primary doctor is leaving to join her family in Texas after December 14th and I have never heard of the doctor that will be replacing her.  I haven't heard from my nephew in a while.  The library was closed for three days for Thanksgiving so I was without internet then.  I am wondering what to do with the rest of my life.