Now I know why....

I guess as I have traveled down this path so many times that God must think I am some sort of ironsided ship that can take blow after blow and never sink....well he forgot about my heart...he forogt about my heart....
It has not been more than 4 weeks or so since my girlfriend Debbie buried her daughter and now another girlfriend has lost her only child...
Listening to her cry for her child just rips my heart out...once again I am thrown back into that sad sad world of heartache and loss...
I am so tired....I pray for strength and a way to help....even though I know there is no way....I pray for will, courage and light.....
I pray......