November 2011

I finally got in to see the Pain Managment Doctor - as I stated before it cost me $50.00 for copay. omg where do I get this money
He took one look at me and said you need to lose weight - what does all doctors have this program in their head to tell that to someone they never meant
he gave me a pres. for Hydromorphone - of course I can only take it when I am home - sometimes It makes me high, most of the time it keeps me up all night
I know I said this before - but on June 20, 2011 - my boss wanted me to go out on disability, but that was change I said all summer and then was told that I would be only working 4 days a week omg that pay was horriable.
in January of this year boss took 10% ACROSS THE BOARD out of our pay.
but one of the girl left and now I am working full time and some over time I am the only typist to type the titles for my company - (real estate title insurance company)been here 21 years
Well it will be 2 years that I am still suffing with PHN and now it has gotten real bad the dam itch is bad my scalp is so tender now I am affaird to brush my hair and my forehead swells, the eye lid below the eye brow I was putting some eye shadow on it the other day and I just can't believe that it hurt so bad that I saw stars (you know what I mean) wanted to cry - which of course I did.
and so tired any more
 
ok must go back and type this title - will be back later.