So I was planning my wedding but as it goes i'm not anymore... I don't want much and I believe that with a little work and a lot of determination anything can happen especially when you have outsources to use... I've been proven wrong yet again for wanting... I never want for anything as it is... I'm always the pleaser... But this I really wanted I mean its supposed to be my day rite... In any case its all watever... I don't even want it anymore... another marriage with no dress no family no friends nothing... Anything to make her happy rite... So I guess theres no reason for me to feel hurt... Oh well... 



u do deserve to feel sum p[ain and hurt huni.
Loving someone is puttin ur needs ahead of them and they shud be doing vice versa..I hope everything works out for u k.