Nothing to report
So I have nothing to report, but I cant stay off of here at the moment, didn't feel so weird today, I just don't know what to think, I am trying to prepare myself for bad news whilst keeping the possibility of success in my head. It all feels so surreal.
I have managed to not POAS which is good but basically I was to scared of seeing a negative, even if it was not certain. Its DH's birthday today and I told him I desperately wanted to include a positive pregnancy test in the card but I couldn't bring myself to test early and he said he agreed, we should just wait and see. But that I shouldn't worry if its negative, I shouldn't feel bad about it well just keep going!
I've never experienced anything close to this, there honestly is no way of knowing the results, its a killer! I have waited for exam results and things but you always have an idea how you did, but this is something else, that's the aspect I didn't anticipate, I don't know why I just thought id feel something to make me convinced one way of the other.
I am leaving work at lunch time tomorrow and having lunch with two friends, then just waiting for the call I guess!
I have managed to not POAS which is good but basically I was to scared of seeing a negative, even if it was not certain. Its DH's birthday today and I told him I desperately wanted to include a positive pregnancy test in the card but I couldn't bring myself to test early and he said he agreed, we should just wait and see. But that I shouldn't worry if its negative, I shouldn't feel bad about it well just keep going!
I've never experienced anything close to this, there honestly is no way of knowing the results, its a killer! I have waited for exam results and things but you always have an idea how you did, but this is something else, that's the aspect I didn't anticipate, I don't know why I just thought id feel something to make me convinced one way of the other.
I am leaving work at lunch time tomorrow and having lunch with two friends, then just waiting for the call I guess!
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I\'m dying over here!! My fingers are crossed for you and I\'m sending you well wishes. Keep us posted :)
*HUG!!! Good for you for a half work day tomorrow & waiting it out. I am excitd for you friend. Try to get a good nights rest if you can. I am cheering you on over here in my corner of the world! Hang in there :0)
If this helps any I didn\'t have many symptoms last month after my FET when I got a BFP. I did have lower back pain around day 6 that was annoying and no matter what I did it wouldn\'t go away. That\'s what pushed me to take a test and low and behold it was positve. Other than that I felt completely normal. My point is don\'t get caught up in the syptoms your mind will play tricks on you so just try to relax. I know you mentioned that you had lower back pain yesterday so I am thinking that you are pregnant! BTW I didn\'t have implantation bleeding either so you can\'t go by that. Good luck to you friend!
Just keep hanging on! I am proud of you for not POAS!. Can\'t wait till tomorrow. This is the hardest wait. I agree.
You have some amazing self control!! Glad you have half day tomorrow. I have a good feeling :)
Keeping everything crossed for you! Xx
Good luck ! Really hope you get your BFP. The wait is so very hard.
sitting here staring at the phone waiting for it to ring, my heart is in my throat!! argghh
Thinking of you, hope you hear great news!!!
Thinking of you today!! Praying for your BFP!!