Nothing changes..
Sorry I haven't been on lately. I hit a brick wall recently and have been struggling a lot with it. I was going to write a big post to explain but there's really no point.. Life just sucks and money is the source of all it's evil.
Hope your day is going better than mine.
Hope your day is going better than mine.
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Things can turn around, and they usually do. Life is a series of up and down cycles, never a straight up or down motion. When you hit a brick wall, take time to think :Is that really the way I wanted to go ANYWAY? Is there a solution I hadn\'t thought of? What skills do I need to develop RIGHT NOW?\"
Life does often suck. That\'s the price we pay for the parts of it we like. The trick is to learn how to never pay more for something than it is worth. Buy less expensive pleasures. Pay more attention to what good you have. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Dt6iTwVIiMM
I spend every day thinking of ways to improve my situation and I often do, but that doesn\'t change the fact that I\'m not in a comfortable place and I\'m not allowed to be myself because of it. This has nothing to do with a lack of skills or being pessimistic. I live in a poor area with a lot of unfriendly people and my family is extremely prejudice on top of all that. I\'m working to make money for myself and I have a plan but that will take years to develop and I still have to get out of the environment I\'m in. I don\'t waste money and I don\'t ignore the good in my life, but I am tired of not being allowed to be myself or being afraid to be myself. The reason money plays into that is because I can\'t afford to move out on my own across the country to some place that doesn\'t bash transsexuals or gays like people do here. I\'m already way way behind on experiencing life for myself and knowing it\'s going to be several more years before i can even start to transition or even dress the way I want is heart breaking.
Life is beautiful it\'s the people in my life that suck. If you had taken the time to read more than this one post you would see I\'m attending college and would understand that lack of \'skill\' or whatever you\'re trying to imply I lack is not the issue at all. Trying to blame me for all the bad in my life is not helpful what so ever.