nothing but crap
Not even numb today which is a shame.ill take it over the depression any day.Where is some mania when i need some.not that its healthy but i need a lift and dont want to self-medicate once again.ive remained alcohol free for 2 years and one and a half months and counting.Still continuing to struggle tho as always.just want my med cocktail to work since that's the only friggin cocktail ill be having,more than likely,for the reast of my life.I HOPE!!!!
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Hmmmm, but you have 2 remain strong, temptaion is strong force but it will get better, those meds are not helping u and it bothers me sometimes that u are going thru this:-(
but always know im always there 4 you!
You are doing great Lola. I know it\'s not easy.
thanks so much.