Nothing Baby Related today...

as a matter of fact, I'm thinking about losing some weight and trying to get back in shape.  I've been doing a lot of comfort eating.  I'm tired of it.  I need to get up off of my ass and start working out.  My brother is coming from Vancouver.  He's a total workout buff and I always feel inadequate and fat around him.  I want to drop at least 15 pounds and tone up.  I need to work out consistantly and with conviction.  The same conviction I had when I was getting married.  I was destined not to be an overweight bride.  I wanted my husband's eyes on me.  Now I"m 10 lbs heavier, my hair's a hot mess.  I don't have the time or money to head to the city to get my hair done.  I feel like I"m just slipping underwater.  But I've got to change this around.