Not Worth Reading

I cant possibly write 300 words today but I said Id take Arnie for a walk and I have and I said Id do the 300 words so I will.
I have about 1/2 an hour to go before I have to go to work...Its such a long day. Dont get home till 10.30...then if Im lucky I feel good for an hour and a half before we have to go to bed.
I am trying to save money which means no coffee on the way to work, but I have too much time to fill in before I have to be there so coffee is the only thing to fill in the time.
Everything is a problem....but every day has an ending too. Till the next day-start all over again.
I need to check on reality-reality is today is just a day without any power over me. I just have to take it a step at a time and keep smiling. I will come through this black and blue mood. Sooner or later.
I can choose to flick into a good mood at any time.
I now choose to feel good. I now choose to feel good. I now choose to feel good.
All at once Ill feel good again...
Work is a blessing-
Keeps my mind on something other than how bad Im feeling.
Smoking is costing way too much. Kind Joe sent me some tobacco.
See how staccato this is-I can barely write at all.
Who can I prove this depression to that they will make me feel better?
There's no one can help me except me. I feel good. I feel good. I feel good.
Its all just in my head.