Not what I wanted and expected....

so i spotted this am and was worried...well then wokeup to cramping and so i started but  will be considered day one...since it will be one day full of bleeding??? thats what RN said...so the RE has a new game plan and that is to start Femara on day 3-7 then day 7-9 bravelle injections...day 10 ultrasound to see the response and to see if i need to have more injections...i was asked if we wanted a break...i was at first thinking that..as i felt really SAD! butno...this is another journey that i will deal with...and thats just the way it goes...I asked about if we had more than 3 follicles..if the cycle would be canceled and RN said 5 would be canceled......but he will talk to us abut reducing....which will just wait...because we arent even there yet! after i got period..i was sad and wanted to sleep all day...well, i cant i have my daughter who needs me...to be happy..well, she knows i am sad because we have been trying for baby for 5 years and she is just soo grown up..i love my baby sooo much and am so appreciative of her and am sooo BLESSED to have her!....so i talked with my husband and he said you just cant be depressed ......and what not...i will work out tonight and that will help me emotionally...I am ready for round 5! well, this is round one with the injections...