Not trying

So after our "dance", my husband tried to put a pillow under my hips...It's a habit really, but this time I declined it. " We are not trying, remember?".
It is actually my ovulation week, but this time we are not "trying". It basically means that I am trying to focus on spending time with my husband, that i throw away my ovulation sticks, and not have a care in the world. It also means that if I want a glass of champagne, I will drink it with my husband and dont think the following " I am supposed to avoid alcohol, alcohols dehydrates the body, which means it would make my vagina dryer, and it will be harder for the sperm to travel...etc..." Stop. I will have that glass of champagne because I am having a good time with my husband and that's all what matters.
In addition, this month I am  not going to get any pregnancy tests and will simply wait for AF to show up. And when it does, I will welcome it! Because i don't give a f;;;; anymore.