not too bad right now

So it’s raining outside today but no big deal. I’m in the office and we are heading to the Warehouse for lunch. I was feeling down about that place again this morning but I’m getting better. I’m afraid I will never be completely right until it’s gone but if I can continue to feel better about life in general maybe it won’t be so hard to deal. I’m just feeling sad about the whole thing but its one part of life that’s broken right now. I’m sure one day it will be gone and that area of life will be right again….and many lessons learned.   The Pens game is tomorrow….Saturday I’m helping T with her yard and Sunday we are having everyone over for Mothers Day! I have a busy week at work testing today and a late conference call (4:30) this evening. Keeping busy and mixing up working from home/office seems to be working for me right now. Right now nothing takes the worrying thoughts away completely but compared to a few weeks/months ago I’m much better.   Maybe someday I will be able to accept my current situation as it is for now. I really can’t do anything currently. We can put the sale sign out but it’s foolish to compete with foreclosures right now. Let those bozos lose their butts like they should. Greedy people created this mess so why should I have to give that place away now while they are twisting in the wind. I’m stuck with it for probably the next several years…I need to find a way to accept this in my mind then move on until things slowly start to improve. Easier said then done but even if I don’t get any better then I am right now at least I can function for the most part. I was a total disaster even a few weeks ago! This too shall pass…and I’ll be wiser for it…  Thursday, May 08, 2008 10:56 am