not the same

my mom broke up with her boyfreind again, and he has two kids i ment to put this in a while ago but forgot well when she was still with him she old me michel and vannessa were haveing a hard time with there dads divorce. i said well i know what thats like, she said well thats the way its been all youre life...i said what about mike, she said well thats not youre dad! i geuss i have to explain a little about mike...when i was 6-7 years old she went out with this guy mike, they fell in love and we moved in with him. i really liked him, after a while i loved him to. i started to call him dad...he was the only man i ever thought of as my father...after another while we moved to hawii, to be with his sister, after two weeks there he stoped talking to her and we moved back here. i was crushed, two weeks after we came back mike died..the only man i ever thought of as my dad, the only one i loved like a dad....but no he wasnt my dad so it wasnt the same as what michel and vanessa are going though. i almost cried right there....but that was a while ago...i dont know why im writeing this but ive just been thinking about him...i miss him so much