Not that I don't want one

Last cigarette was on Sunday I had one left and smoked it at 10:00 am I have not bought another pack. I found one in the car but fought the urge and dipped it in a cup o java.  lol I have had the urge but have not given in.  I have Chantix.  I have Nicorette.  But I am trying not to use it.  I went to Dr. Yesterday. I told him and he asked why I quit and I told him I was tired of coughing from the pollen even thought that is not the whole story.  And he laughed and asked why I had to wait til I was coughing so bad.  I wanted to tell him I am trying to make a whole lifestyle change.  Then before i left I did.  He said good and told me he would help.
Don't want to have to use anything to have to quit.  PURE Will.  Sure I can do it!
If I break I may just have one.  Nah!  I don't want one that bad!  They stink now!  i smellled one today as i went into the Store beside my job and got sick from the smell! I think I will make it on my own.