Not sure what to expect next.

A lot has happened since my last update.  My 38 year old son-in-law lost his 2 year battle with cancer, November 10, 2014.  He, my youngest daughter and their two young daughters moved in with my oldest daughter and I around 6 weeks before he passed.  It's been so stressful, going from 2 adults to 2 more adults, a 14 year old teenager, a 7 year old and from 3 cats to 2 more cats (started off with 3 more but they found a home for the third one because he was so aggressive). 
I've had panic attacks on a daily basis and have had to take a lot more Nitro.  I finally had to see my PCP, because of all that was going on.  He put me on Lexapro and Klonopin.  I'm also seeing a Psychologist, now.  I don't know how much it will help, but she has diagnosed me with anxiety disorder, having panic attacks, depression and PTSD.  My PCP diagnosed me with all but the PTSD.  He said only the Psychologist could determine that with testing.  Both have said we have a long way to go, but we'll get through this.  They said there's no cure but, with help and medication, it can be made easier and I'll be able to cope better.  I'm hoping, within time, that I'll be able to stop the Lexapro and Klonopin.  Only time will tell.
So, for now, I'm doing as everyone else is doing.  Taking one day at a time and praying it gets easier with time.