Not starting off very well

Well...I haven't even made it the weaning myself off it stage. I don't know why really. I know deep down I don't even want to smoke anymore. It's hard to breathe enough already. Maybe it is the nicotine. But that doesn't make sense because in the hospital for four days I didn't think about smoking one time. Hmm... I think right now because I'm anxious about things it's like I need that thing to do. I need to stick to my yoga plan. No more skipping days.