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not so sure I schould of shared what I did in my last post .......it has just been getting harder and harder not to shair ...but that doesent mean I cshould of shared it ..........it is not somthing ..that most people can axcept of even want to here ...the part of me that I have shared I don't shair often ....but lately I have been ...to a cupple of people ...it is a big part of ware my depreshion comes from .....but not all of it it certinaly dident help ......being the way I am .........and it is why I have been having such a hard time lately .........I knew things were going wrong ...in here and in my sons life and there was nothing I could do but be here for the ones in here when the worst was over ......and it is now and the same with my son .......I knew things would come to a head and there was nothing I could do .....but that dident stop my feeling it all comming ....and now it has come to a head .....and my son will be better for it .....it will take him a little time ......and so it will take me a little time to get better ..to ......I am hoping that is how it will go ........I feel bad .......that ...I have a hard time comming in here ....I don't want to let anyone dowen ...I want my friends to know I care very deeply how they are doing .........it is just this emotional pain that I am feeling ..and how it is mignitised when I come here that is keeping me away ...but I am checking my mesages every day ....so I would love to here from you my friends ....and be there for you ........and the best way for me to do that now is in here or through the messages ........and hugs .........i dident do much today ....was raining .....so migrain pain was up ....to a 5 ......just needed one painkiller ........this is so funney I wanted to brush and bath my puppy and so I got my two brushes and a bag for the hair and a pillow to sit on and I called him over and he came to me and I said come mom is going to brush your hair and you schould of seen the look he gave me and he backed right up .....and ran right to his dad and jumped right up on him ......he was having nothing to do with that .....dad was going to protect him so after a while he got Dowen he looked at me and went into the bathroom for a nother while ......and than when he came out he was watching me and I said you want mom to brush your hair and up on his dad again ......after that he went outside ....he is hiding some ware now so I hess there will be no hair brushing today ...lol .......he use to love to get his hair done but now he is getting older and not liking it any more ..so next year I am just going to get him grouped ..because he can't take the heat eather ...............well I have to go feed the h ......so take care ......I keep you all in my prayers .....God bless have a good week
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What kind of puppy do you have? I have a Yorkie and a Skye terrier mix. We also have two labs. I have photos in my photo section. The little ones are in my lap all the time. My Yorkie is named Romeo and he is good about grooming. He even lets me brush his teeth.
Sometime you need a break. I am sorry for the troubles. Always a message away if you want a chat. Glad your migraine was only a 5. That is still painful though.
we have a carin terrier ......he is 9 this past May ......he use to love to get brushed .but the last two years he is not liking it so much any more ......and the heat is realy getting to him ..his hair growes to the ground .....and he can\'t take the heat like when he was young so this year I cut ..6 inches of his hair off ....next year I think I will just take him in to get groomed ......he needs his hair in the winter he loves to play in the snow ............he has such carater ...and knowes just what he wants and knowes just how to let us know it to ........I will go and look at your pictures to see your puppy\'s ........I don\'t know what I would do with out him ....he is a part of the family ....and loves it when we are all together ...me my h and him ........lol .....he would never let me brush his teath ....he never liked any thing over his head Eather .....so he rather you pat him on his shoulder than his head .....he doesent like you playing with his face but if in the summer we go to ....a ship stand ...we get him somthing or give him some of what he has ..I will have him eat on the seat because the ground is so dirty .....and I have to wipe his face with some napkens he sits nice for me ...if I don\'t he will wipe his face in my car ....lol ..............................yes sometimes I need a break ....but it isent that I need a break from my friends .....it is from the DS bord .....my troubles are comming to an end now I just have to get strong ......yes a 5 isent to bad unless it is day after day ...than I will at some point need a break ......but I can live with that ......and I am not taking to many painkillers at that leavel ........but I can\'t go in a car or the pain will go up ....I can go to one sons because he lives very close ...so that is good .....the rest of the kids have to come see me and they are all so Bissey now ......I know you are there it is hard for me to talk I am so use to keeping things inside ....hiding who I am .....having to watch what I say .so it is just easer to not say nothing ....but that is not helpful ...we need to talk ....my owen preaching I thing it is time I folow my owen preaching ....I talk to my phicatrist .....I have talked to a cupple of friends ............but mostly I keep things to my self .....thankyou for answering my post it means a lot to me ......take care .....God bless
Sweetie, I wish that you wouldn\'t regret sharing. We are all here for you. I am proud of you that you a brave enough to write a journal. Some of us are not.
If you ever want to share and not on DS, if you ever want to talk I would sent you my email address and you can share if you care to. Or just message me on DS. You know that I can share a book when I get started. lol. You have helped me so much explaining how I should not be too worried about taking the meds as they were necessary. I have been trying to do that. So maybe your sharing is helping.
Your pup sounds like a real diva. No wonder you love her so much...what a trip. Maybe you could take a break from \"serious\" DS and come play in some of the games. It would be fun and maybe help to get your mind off things for awhile.
I so pray that things will get better for your Son.
Please know that I am always here for you.
God bless!!
Thank you .......you make me feel better about sharing ....about what I shaired ......I am very happy I met you ....I am so very happy .the shoring is helping ..I think it is helping me to ..when you shair ....ware do you go to play games ...and what kind of games do you play ............maby I can try some ......things will get better for my son ....he hit bottom ....but still have two more weeks to see if things will get any wors ......but one thing he is getting the help he needs .......and that is a big step for him ..........he knowes now ware he wants his life to go and not to go ...so that is half the battle ......he came over to visit me today ....and my h is going hunting this weakend so he will be gone Friday so my son is coming to stay with my Friday and over night so I am realy looking forward to that .............I am always here for you as well ....thank you for answering my post ....God bless
AWWWW LOLOL THATS SO SWEET N FUNNY ALL AT ONCE NOW ARNT DOGS FUNNY! YOU JUST GOT TO LOVE THEM HEHEHE THANKS FOR THE LAUGHT SIS SURE NEEDED THAT AS I NEEDED SOME CHEERING UP IN HERE OF LATE!!!! [[[IVE FOUND MOST OF MY FRIENDS NEVER SEEM TO BE HERE WHENEVER I NEED THEM [[O WELL SUCH IS LIFE.. HUGGLES TY FOR SHAREIN THIS LOL SIS/
GOD BLESS XO