Not so good

Last night I got a bit teary eyed. I am so sick of living with NF at times. The weather is getting warmer, I dont wear short sleeves. Its a pain. Im tired of people looking at me and some people slighting me because of it.  I tell you sometimes I feel like NF is a blessing and a curse at the same time.  Im tired of crying and tired of trying t be strong. I wonder if one day would I just say forget it and live life.