Not Sicker
It amazes me what the human body can endure. I went for my check up today and the tests were fine. My blood cell counts are as good as they were months ago. You take drugs that kill cells (good and bad) that are fast growing then you take drugs that help deal with the bad side effects. Does that make the the good, bad? or the bad, good?
I have a bit of time on my hands waiting for the lab and then the lab results before I even get into a room. I read alot but have to look away occasionally to rest my eyes. The people there are so fantastic ! Some can barely move, but they just pull up their pants and keep on shuffling along. When does the human spirit give up?
When I first went on DS I didn't realize what I was doing and got involved with some friends who threatened to hurt themselves or give up entirely and they had good healthy bodies.
Isn't the mind a wonderful thing bent one way and a terrible thing bent the other. I do believe that self focus is seriously scarey. I mean, we need to know ourselves and where we need to be but too much and bango, dango, oops.
My gram always said idle hands were the devil's workshop.
I have a bit of time on my hands waiting for the lab and then the lab results before I even get into a room. I read alot but have to look away occasionally to rest my eyes. The people there are so fantastic ! Some can barely move, but they just pull up their pants and keep on shuffling along. When does the human spirit give up?
When I first went on DS I didn't realize what I was doing and got involved with some friends who threatened to hurt themselves or give up entirely and they had good healthy bodies.
Isn't the mind a wonderful thing bent one way and a terrible thing bent the other. I do believe that self focus is seriously scarey. I mean, we need to know ourselves and where we need to be but too much and bango, dango, oops.
My gram always said idle hands were the devil's workshop.
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This is certainly good news that the good/bad bad/good are being good ??? =/ How are you feeling? The human spirit is amazing....it will take hit after hit after hit and still come back for more..the gift that keeps on giving.....
When I first came on DS..I met unbeknownst to me some wackado\'s too, who were not trying to do them selves harm but me.. I of course responded the way I normally did and LET EM RIP...LOL...the next day DS came knocking at my door for not being nice. Are you kidding me? The person who IM\'d me was trying to be GROSS and I am put in the naughty chair??? Thus my reason for choosing my friends carefully cause \"my Gram always said you are judged by the company you keep\". She also said always carry a dime in case of emergency. My gram said the same thing your\'s did about the devils workshop.. WISE ladies!!!!! She also use to say something about a bean when you first get married and a jar. do you know that one? HAha...she was SURE right about that one too! =) Yes dear cyber momma self reflection/focus is a scarey thing....and shoot I haven\'t focused on me in so long....I feel like I am meeting a long lost friend....
May you continue to have good news, each time better than the last time....
Your spirit spreads a message of hope to those of us whose spirit is whining. Keep up the good fight soapy....this world needs more strong spirits like yours to follow.