"not right"
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i had a dream last night.....in my dream i was on a bed, either pinned or my wrists were tied above me.....there was a man on top of me....i think he was raping me....i remember thinking and saying, "this isn't right, this isn't right, this isn't right..." the guy never said anything....i remember him just on top of me and just pushing against me....it wasn't violent or anything....i never saw his face...at one point i tried to move and he moved so all his weight pinned me down.....he put his head on my stomach and kissed it.....i never struggled or screamed or anything.....i don't know why.....and the whole "this isn't right" really bugs me....what does that mean??? why did i say that?? i'm really confused
i had a dream last night.....in my dream i was on a bed, either pinned or my wrists were tied above me.....there was a man on top of me....i think he was raping me....i remember thinking and saying, "this isn't right, this isn't right, this isn't right..." the guy never said anything....i remember him just on top of me and just pushing against me....it wasn't violent or anything....i never saw his face...at one point i tried to move and he moved so all his weight pinned me down.....he put his head on my stomach and kissed it.....i never struggled or screamed or anything.....i don't know why.....and the whole "this isn't right" really bugs me....what does that mean??? why did i say that?? i'm really confused
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I sometimes have the weirdest dreams involving sex - also incest and being married to my brothers. In the dream I realise theres something wrong with being married to my brothers or having sexual relations with them. I dont understand those dreams but I have learned just to be relieved to wake up and realise that my waking life is OK in that regard. Yes, dreams come from somewhere inside our heads but I hope you manage not to be too upset about this one.
I am not sure what that means. Maybe you are remembering a past assult and remembering the feelings that went along with it. I used to have odd dreams that were related to a past trama, but it did not have the person who hurt me in it,