Not real good

Wow, I'd like to journal more.  They've kicked us off any personal use of our work computer and by the time I get home I am done give out, especially with the demands of the season.  Errrrr......
Really struggling with my latest 'thing'.  Been going on since Sept.  MD basically blew me off, take Imodium he says.   Rheumy sent me for colonoscopy, nothing  ....... Different day - crazy pleurisy, ended up in my chest, EKG's, etc.=nothing..... Different day - same thing - just add vomiting........sent for ultrasound of gall bladder=nothing.  Still sick sent  for Hida Scan and, TaDa, there is some block between my liver and gall bladder.  Off to meet surgeon on Friday.  Feel like I've wasted 3 months because MD has become apathetic.  Errrr....
Hating the husband.  He is dealing with his own issues at work and is completely self absorbed at this time.  I am in almost constant pain and living off oatmeal.  He is typical man, useless, especially during the holidays.  Asshole.   Errrr.....