Not normal

I feel out of place lately in my life. Things I did that occupied me or made me happy now feel like chores even when I want to do them. I can't sit and get into a show, play video games or do any art. I feel like I'm in an endless cycle of I want to but I feel so horrible I can't. I stare at clocks and watch my day waste away from sunrise to sunset. Too depressed and unmotivated to even do the basics like eat and such. I want out of this horrible cycle I want to feel normal I want to feel BETTER. I'm always told "oh you're just a hormonal teenager your problems aren't real." They are, they're all too real and they just don't see it as much as I feel it.