not much new

Not much new here.  Have not felt good lately.  Having pains in the stomach, left side, left thigh.  At times it feels like my gut is all in pain.  I'm seeing my primary doctor weds.  Not sure what she can do but I shall see.  I hate feeling like this.  I took a pain pill earlier and don't feel to bad right now.  But I should not be having any pain.  

The weather is very nice.  In the 80s most days.  We need rain tho.  I water the tomato plants every night and flowers every other night.  Been talking to God a lot lately.  Not only about my health but also my hearts desires.  I feel as tho I don't belong in this trailer park any more.  But unless I win some big money I can't move.  I would love to have a small house again, where I can do whatever I want.  Have as many dogs as I want.  One or two would be fine.  I could have the bird feeders and no one could complain about them and I could put a bird bath out there too.  I could have a bigger garden too.  And get away from these nasty dirty pine trees.  They are not the Christmas tree kind.  I'm not sure what they are called.  But I don't like them.

Still have not heard about Scott's medicaid.  Health insurance is done paying for him.  So I don't know what will happen now.  There is a  company that will help you get medicaid but we don't know how much it costs.  My sister is to call and find out.  The man has MS and bed sores.  Why does it matter how much he gets from disability?   He says he intends to go home so they can't take his trailer.  It's not worth much anyway.  Needs some work done on it.  Vicky and I are to get it if he passes away but I could never afford to fix it up.  It would take most of my savings.  And I won't do that.

Just felt like writing tonight.  Been bored and lonely.  If any one reads this thanks!