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I'm not doing well today. I woke up this morning with a dark cloud over my head. I just don't feel like doing anything today, feel hopeless. My friend's birthday is tomorrow, she has plans with another friend. We're going out to lunch for her birthday at a Chinese restaurant (I love Chinese food) but I just don't feel like doing a thing. Like I'm just going through the motions. I'm struggling to get myself motivated to do anything, especially job hunting. I can't even get an interview. I had an opportunity to get a new job last year and I passed on it. I'm such an idiot 1f622.png:'( I should know that it's very hard to get any job. Everyone keeps telling me not to quit Home Depot, but the environment has gotten unbearable. It's hard for me to listen to my co workers complaining too. I am dreading Sun, when I go back to hell, oops I mean Home Depot. 


I hope you are doing well today.  (I'm thinking of getting out of here on Fri and seeing the Mission Impossible movie just to get out of this funk I'm in.   )


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shadowlady
shadowlady

Sounds like a good idea to change your environment. If you quit HD, would you be able to survive until you found another job? Feel better Sweetie. Prayers
cedarbrooke
cedarbrooke

Great idea, do something that makes you happy. Try not to think about Sunday until you"re there. Hugs! Brooke
annieheart
annieheart

Its hard when you dread going to work.I hope you are ableto find something else. Maybe getting out will cheer you up.Take Care.
Chris198I
Chris198I

Hi Linda, it's very sweet of you, to treat your friend to a nice meal, for her birthday :) we hope you all enjoyed, and wishing you much comfort, and continued peace. i'm so sorry you're going through a rough time. You are a very strong, brave, smart person, and any job that comes available for you, that workplace will be very lucky to have you working for them :)
We're with you on your goals, and healing :)
it's nice, you may treat yourself, to some new movies :) i hope mycokerewards.com has some cool free AMC tickets/instant wins for the holiday's, any tickets i win, they're yours! :) i'd love to give you those tickets if i win some :)
i hope you all had a good day :)