Not having a good emotional day
I started not feeling good last night, going to the bathroom and feeling ucky. After having a good nights sleep I woke up with the urgency to go to the bathroom. I don't know bout you but when that is the first thing I do in the morning, it kinda sets my mood for the day. Since being up since 6 am. and now it is almost 8am. I have went numerous times. It just becomes overwhelming, I just pray they can give me something to help me feel better, I am in constant upset stomach and not feeling normal. They took me off Liadal and then put me on Prednisone for 2 weeks, but nothing after that. This is the 4th day being off Prednisone and I am already not feeling good again. It is just hard to take, I just don't want to miss work all the time, I want to be able to do normal things, and I don't understand why this disease is taking over my whole exsitence! I am emotionally broken right now, I feel like what a terrible life it is. I wish I had a job to stay at home, so that wouldn't weigh so heavily on my shoulders. I just want to see the light at the end of this dark tunnel.... Is there light.... Is there hope... I pray there is!?!?!?
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i completely understand what your going through. i wake up every morning feeling like crap, so i\'m usually a bitch for a good part of the day :)
I\'m so sorry your feeling this way, i often get really upset with how i feel and the weight of the world because of it. you should definitely go see your doctor again so he can try to help you. don\'t take more prednisone.... that stuff is really messed up for anyone.. long term side effects are terrible. for one example, my dog was on it and his skull sunk into his head :(