Not having a good emotional day

I started not feeling good last night, going to the bathroom and feeling ucky.  After having a good nights sleep I woke up with the urgency to go to the bathroom.  I don't know bout you but when that is the first thing I do in the morning, it kinda sets my mood for the day.  Since being up since 6 am. and now it is almost 8am. I have went numerous times.  It just becomes overwhelming, I just pray they can give me something to help me feel better, I am in constant upset stomach and not feeling normal. They took me off Liadal and then put me on Prednisone for 2 weeks, but nothing after that. This is the 4th day being off Prednisone and I am already not feeling good again.  It is just hard to take, I just don't want to miss work all the time, I want to be able to do normal things, and I don't understand why this disease is taking over my whole exsitence!  I am emotionally broken right now, I feel like what a terrible life it is. I wish I had a job to stay at home, so that wouldn't weigh so heavily on my shoulders.  I just want to see the light at the end of this dark tunnel.... Is there light.... Is there hope... I pray there is!?!?!?