I did not have christimas time and i been very busy too did not have time to write my journal. I did see my daughter but her grandparent tell me off and yell at me on christmas eve cuz i did not bring the gift to her i was going to wait until she come to my home. I was so upset and crying. Then I went to my brother house and find out his wife pregant again wow hope it is boy I dont have no boy aunt so. Now I have to find my place live and get my own place. I still looking for Job. It is hard to find one right now so.