Not great.
Up and down weekend. Got very little done. Food was incredibly bad and no exercise. Felt tired and blah. I am worried as I had another dizzy episode yesterday. I am going to try to remember to take my vitamins/vitamin D/calcium supplements regularly and see if that takes care of the issue. Need to schedule appt with dr. I ate another donut yesterday AM and then felt nauseous and ate 1/2 peanut butter sandwich before going to movie theater yesterday at 1pm. Started feeling dizzy before I left. By the time I sat down in movie theater, I felt like I was going to pass out. It was bad. And scary. 5 minutes into the movie and I just panicked like I was not going to make it. Somehow I started deep breathing and trying to focus on the movie and for the most part, it passed. I did feel a little dizzy on the way home and then just sat in recliner for a few hours, ate sandwich, and took my vitamins. I felt better. Is this perimenopause symtom? Vitamin D deficiency symptom? Something worse? not even related to driving anymore and the stress isn't as bad so it is not being onset by a stress episode. But it gets scary when my heart starts to race and I feel like I am going to pass out.
Prince of Persia was a great movie. We ordered new appliances for kitchen and my brother is coming for final measurements for new cabinets, hopefully tonight.
I am also feeling very unmotivated and unfocused. Not sleeping well. David is home from school and did not get into that one camp. House is a mess. Paul found ants in the living room this AM and David left a mess. Gotta find something for this kid to do besides eat, play video games and watch movies all day. Very hot and humid all weekend and today. So not really a good day to be outside playing anyway. Paul is also home and just in a bad mood. Between the radio, the tv, David, Paul... Crazy.
3 more of Paul's friends lost their jobs. 7 more people gone from my office as of last week including a dear friend of mine.
I just have to get my mojo back somehow. I want to feel normal again.
Prince of Persia was a great movie. We ordered new appliances for kitchen and my brother is coming for final measurements for new cabinets, hopefully tonight.
I am also feeling very unmotivated and unfocused. Not sleeping well. David is home from school and did not get into that one camp. House is a mess. Paul found ants in the living room this AM and David left a mess. Gotta find something for this kid to do besides eat, play video games and watch movies all day. Very hot and humid all weekend and today. So not really a good day to be outside playing anyway. Paul is also home and just in a bad mood. Between the radio, the tv, David, Paul... Crazy.
3 more of Paul's friends lost their jobs. 7 more people gone from my office as of last week including a dear friend of mine.
I just have to get my mojo back somehow. I want to feel normal again.
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