not giving up what i love for tremors..

i know there are things that trigger my tremors even when on my med... and so i do my best to not let myself get in those situations.. some can't be avoided.. but yesterday i ignored my tremors for something i love and it went a step further into an anxiety thing...    i love hockey.. LOVE it...  we go to a local bar to watch the Hawks (my team )  they are in the play offs now and its exciting and nerveracking at the same time...   i notitice the ole tremors getting strong... i figured no big deal we're in dark bar and i don't care cause i want to see this game..  as it went along i started to feel wierd like i couldnt breath deep enough so i stepped outside a few times..  then when i came back in i felt like the air was too thick.. it was too loud...  and i felt like people were right on me...  i guess i was experiencing anxiety or panic attack.. i explained to my husband and daughter i couldn't stay and walked home... watched the end of game at home....   i see doc on 5th maybe he can give me something to get me through that cause i don't want to give it up...  
up early again but have to take my hubby to airport so that's a good thing... should be a nice day today i'm going to stick to my plans which include seeing my daughter... she looks so cute pregnant.. baby is do in 25 days!!!!