Not Good!

Life was getting back on track, or so i thought! I was happy, i was getting my life together.I was smiling and actually able to smile without faking it. Then it came sudden, without any warning. I started getting anxiety, heart beating, shaking and anything and everything i heard about loss and cancer triggered sadness. Everything around me reminded me of her and i couldnt escape the feeling of anger, regret, depression, GUILT.I'm trying hard to get back on track, but this time its taking longer and harder to do!We'll see.