Not feeling well

I just felt like crap today. I woke up early enough to volunteer but I didn't go in. I ate my bagel and went back to sleep. Geo's mom came over for a bit... she is friends with all my neighbors.. they all sit outside and talk and smoke. One day when she was here my neighbor Lupe brought her a cup of Cuban coffee and nothing for me. I was annoyed. She didn't have to be so rude about it. But the women in my apartment all sit outside all day and evening just talking, smoking and watching the kids play. They all speak Spanish, and even though I can speak it okay, I have trouble understanding it. Plus if I went out there I would smell like smoke (gross!) and covered in mosquito bites. So I just sit inside on the computer and wait for them to be done for the night. It's late... I need to start getting ready for bed. Sorry about the short journals lately... just havent felt like writing.