Not feeling so good today

So my Sis- in law put up her baby's newborn pictures today on Facebook and I thought I would be fine but apparently I am not yet. All I want is to just have a healthy pregnancy and have a baby in my arms. I would have had my baby at the end of January if I did not lose my first and I would have been almost ten weeks with the one I lost in November. the kicker is I started to miscarry while I was in the hospital and my Sis-in law was giving birth. I feel like I am sometimes alone in this I never told anyone about my losses except my husband and people on DS. I feel like I cant tell the rest of my family because I don't know what they will think about me. I feel like I have let everybody down especially myself. I really hope I can get pregnant soon It will not replace the baby's I have lost but it will at least make me feel a little bit better I think

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I am sorry you are having a rough day... I have never suffered a miscarriage... I\'ve never been able to conceive so I can\'t say I can relate to what you might be feeling, but I am here for you. Just know that no matter how small you feel, you are never alone. I hope you find peace, comfort and great success. Sending you positive, fertile vibes. XoXo
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Feel better. :/ I\'m having a rough day yet again today. So moody. I think AF is coming, atleast I hope she is...my hpt was bfn so I doubt that is it. Just want to feel normal again. :/
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Awwww! I am sorry you are having a rough day! Your loss is still so fresh. Just try to take it one day at a time. I read on here once a line that I found really helpful: \"We will never get over the loss of our angels, but we will get through it.\" I found that helpful. I am praying for you! I hope you feel better and I am wishing you a Happy New Year.
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Oh hun to have a miscarriage while another family member gives birth is so bitter sweet, I feel for you and hope we all may help you find what you need to heal and cope. I hope 2012 brings you a wonderful blessing