Not feeling good
Hi all,
I'm feeling very down today. I just feel so lonely and confused and don't know what to do with my life. I used to live with friends and I was living in a bubble, not dealing with real life like I should. I was with them for 9 years. her husband retired early from his job and they decided to move to Oregon. The living situation wasn't the best for someone like me who is depressed and has anxiety issues. They lived in their own fantasy world.
I moved in with a neighbor, I was watching her cats for her. But she was not very friendly to me. I was with her for about 9 months and she told me I needed to leave. I moved in with another neighbor and things couldn't be more different. She is so nice to me. I am still working out the financial situation with her. I am working at Home Depot, I don't really like it that much. And they had cut my hours the past month. They are just now adding more hours. I work for them part time.
I feel so empty and I SO don't want to go to work today but I have to. Some days I just don't feel like going on. I wish I would just go to sleep and not wake up.
Thanks for listening
I'm feeling very down today. I just feel so lonely and confused and don't know what to do with my life. I used to live with friends and I was living in a bubble, not dealing with real life like I should. I was with them for 9 years. her husband retired early from his job and they decided to move to Oregon. The living situation wasn't the best for someone like me who is depressed and has anxiety issues. They lived in their own fantasy world.
I moved in with a neighbor, I was watching her cats for her. But she was not very friendly to me. I was with her for about 9 months and she told me I needed to leave. I moved in with another neighbor and things couldn't be more different. She is so nice to me. I am still working out the financial situation with her. I am working at Home Depot, I don't really like it that much. And they had cut my hours the past month. They are just now adding more hours. I work for them part time.
I feel so empty and I SO don't want to go to work today but I have to. Some days I just don't feel like going on. I wish I would just go to sleep and not wake up.
Thanks for listening
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Hi Lily, *hugs* thinking of you, our dear friend. i\'m so sorry, that you are experiencing lonliness. i understand, you\'ve had lots going on, in your life, in the past year. i know, you are looking forward to stability. i believe your past situations and experiences, may be worrying you a bit, as you went through a lot, with your friends moving, and then had to cope with living with a neighbor, that wasn\'t nice to you, and was unfair to you. now, with your new situation, your friend being nice, it\'s good for you, and i know you will heal, and feel better. i\'m proud of you for how strong you are doing, and you handle your work, very well. i want you to know, here on ds, you\'ll never be alone, you have us, your friends, who care, and want to be here for you, always :)
i\'m going to keep you in my prayers, and hope you get to have some peacefulness this weekend :)
I am glad your living situation is better now.Im sorry you are battling with depression.Try and take things one moment at a time.
Thanks for your support