Not Enough

Today I am feeling empty. Last night I couldn't sleep well, I got angry with it, I got angry about my life and about myself, about my damn mood that changes all the time for no reason. Reaching my goals does not help me changing my ugly and sad face. I feel as if my whole life is gonna be grey forever, it doesn't matter what I do, this depressive way of living will never change. I am like this since I was a child and I will be like that until my death. This is how I feel.