NOT DOING WELL!!!
January 8 2016
I don't even know where to start. I have so much stuff I am dealing with. My depression is really bad, my anxiety is horrible. I start college on Monday. I don't even know if that is the right choice for me. I can't get rid of these memories. I am in OA and working on my fourth step my Sex inventory and in SAA working on my Fear inventory...My family doesn't care about me. I have been feeling like self harming and feeling suicidal but i have no plan. just want to self harm. I can't get the sexual abuse memories, the rape and the sexual assault out of my head. I am in therapy.. I feel sad all the time and I am dealing with a lot of grief and loneliness. I hurt way to much...its too much to bear. not one cares...I so lonely......I can't bear the pain
I don't even know where to start. I have so much stuff I am dealing with. My depression is really bad, my anxiety is horrible. I start college on Monday. I don't even know if that is the right choice for me. I can't get rid of these memories. I am in OA and working on my fourth step my Sex inventory and in SAA working on my Fear inventory...My family doesn't care about me. I have been feeling like self harming and feeling suicidal but i have no plan. just want to self harm. I can't get the sexual abuse memories, the rape and the sexual assault out of my head. I am in therapy.. I feel sad all the time and I am dealing with a lot of grief and loneliness. I hurt way to much...its too much to bear. not one cares...I so lonely......I can't bear the pain
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