not again

Once again,just as I start to feel better on this fuckin med "cocktail", here it goes again.My P doc added 200 mgs of wellbutrin to my already mixed cocktail.I think I might just bump myself up to 300 mgs. since thats what he'll probably do when I talk to him next.Just very frustrated b/c when i spoke to him on Thursday, I had been feeling well all week so that's what i told him.Now yesterday and today,very rough once again.Super tearful and down low.Desperate times call for desperate measures and im gonna increase the med myself.I know you are probably thinking she's crazy,which I am, but i really dont know what elst to do.Why suffer another bunch of days since i wont be able to talk to him until tuesday of next week.  Very frustrated and sad right now.....