Not again....

I lost one of my bestfriends. Why? Because i am friends with Macy again. Sierra is mad because me and macy got in a fight at the begining of the year and she doesnt want us to be friends. Which isn't fair because me and Mace have been friends for 3 years. She was there when Matthew died. She was there for me with mom and dad. Sierra wasn't. When i tried to explain this with her, she just blew up and told me I don't ever listen which is bull shit. Thats all i do is listen to my friends prolems. Thats why I'm so depressed most of the time. I'm so worried that they are happy, I neglect myself. After mine and Sierras fight I had to pass my mom 2 times to get to my room. I never cry infront of people and mom and Justin saw me cry. I ws bawling. Mom didn't say anything. Her phone conversation was to important. After I was done crying (like 30 mins later) I tried to talk to my mom about it for the first time since Matts death, and she told me to go away she didn't care. She wonders why I developed eating disorder....

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deleted_user

I can understand what happened. The same thing happened to me and one of my friends forced me to choose between the two of them. It is not easy... Parents sadly are never helpful when it comes to life problems. My rents are the same way. If they do not understand they don\'t even try. I am here for you if you need to talk.
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deleted_user

This Sierra bitch, was never your friend. The only person you need to be looking out for is yourself.