Not a word....

Not a word since Sunday. Not a letter. Not a phone call. Nothing. I've sent a letter each day. Does he miss me? Is he ok? There is money on the phone line for him to use. He knows that. There is money in his trust fund. He knows that. Why hasn't he called? I know he can't write. He just got his supplies yesterday but why put me through such agony? Days again without a word. I can't get any information from the jail he's at. What can I do? I can't visit until he gets me the application. Is he ok? Is he hurt? Why can't I deal with this? The silence is killing me..It hurts more each day. I just cry and cry. There is no one to listen. No one to talk to. I feel like he has died. This lack of communication really has taken a toll on me. I told him to call me. He said he'd write. He said he'd call back. Why hasn't he? I can't sleep tonight or eat. I am worried sick. The doctor appointment I went to didn't help. Nothing and no one can help me. I need to hear from him. Then everything will be ok. I just need to hear his voice or see a letter from him. I am anxious and worried. This is a horrible feeling. I just want my love back. I miss him so much. I can't do this without him. I need to hear from him.