Not a good day mentally 06/19/13

 
I woke up after getting some decent sleep last night or so I thought.  I say that since I woke up in a grumpy, bad mood and on the verge of tears.
I have been blue all day and not felt the best. I have cried off and on today and felt very stressed over some of the most simple things. The biggest tear maker is the fact I am not where I wanted to be or should have been this week.  I am having a hard time accepting the fact I could not go to Supreme this year. It was our group's 100th anniversary so a lot of special things happening,etc. So it isn't just a case of "oh well there is always next year".
Things with my son is not helping any either. I love him but he needs to be gone from the house once and for all. It is hard because of the little grand daughter. I worry about what will happen to her so much.
The heat and humidity is not helping much either. Hubby is having some issues due to the  heart, humidity as well. So it isn't just me struggling with the weather.
I finally started the  new medicine so we will see what happens. I didn't know what it would do or effect me so was scared to take it and have to do a lot of driving. I think it will take a few days to build up in my system.