Not a Good Day....
Just really not a good day.
I have been without the right horomones. And my horomones are off balance. They finally arrived in the mail today. TG.
I have not felt well since Friday night. omg. really? seriously? Just getting in the pool exhausted me and it makes me so mad. Almost embarrassed.... the ability to exercise is just getting more and more difficult. it totally wipes me out.
Then to listen to wise ass smart remarks likeDH said. gawh. that makes me so mad and feel so discounted and like they feel like they are better than me and know what is best or MY LIFE. it's none of their damn business. why would they care? why do they have to be so mean spirited? why do ppl like that have to be so mean to other ppl?
i don't know...
but i'm booty hurt. i will get past it.
i just feel like ppl do not understand. and i feel judged. it makes me feel sad for ppl to not understand RA and to judge me for it.
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I was reading your journal and that old song..which I can't remember what it's called. popped into my tired brain..."people can be so cruel..they'll hurt you... and desert you...and take your soul if you let them...but don't you let them.. You've got a friend...ain't it good to know you've got a friend. I think maybe James Taylor sang it.
Sorry you haven't been feeling well. Don't worry about these people. It's the same story for so many of us. It hurts too. They're not in our bodies so they just don't get it. It's hard though for sure, when we're struggling and the compassion just isn't there. You're a good soul and you really do a lot and keep so much together. Be proud of yourself. You've always been a warrior woman ginger girl ! Inspirational ! Love Di xo