Not a good day
It is a bad day today. I had to deal with the insurance people and the car that my daughter was in the accident in. It brought things back very vividly and now I am freaking out. I just want all this to be over and I want to numb out for a while. I only got about an hour sleep last night and I woke up to a nightmare about the accident. I really want a drink to check out for a while. I now have to go into work and try to turn all this off for over 8 hours and I am not sure I can handle it. I am praying and trying to use the tools that I have gained and learned over my years of sobriety but it seems like everytime I have a 'flashback' of what happened those tools seem to dim and not be working. Not sure how this day is going to end.
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stay strong you can get over this look at what you have gotten over already. big hus