Not a good day

I dont know when i'm ever going to learn my lesson when it comes to my "friends". I emailed one of my friends asking to come hang out with me today and she never gave me an answer back, but i logged on to facebook this morning and her status said she was hanging out with her mom. I dont think it was really cool to leave me hanging like that. This friend, every time i ask her to do something, she finds a way to back out, but when its someone else she is all up for it. Well its my fault on this one, i keep trying to see the good in people and giving them chance after chance. I'm not going to cry about it. I remember my counselor told me that i needed to learn the word accept, i have to accept the way things are. So as hard as this is going to be, i am going to accept that my friendship with this person is not going to change, it may get worst, and we may drift apart. I cant focus on what this person is doing to me, i do have things going for me, i have my mom, and my brother and sisters , i have a good summer job that i really love. I think right now things will be a little sticky but it will get better. I know i can always count on my little sister to do things with me, she is my best friend. It sucks that half of my friends i'm drifting apart with but its opening a new window for new friends, so maybe its happening for a reason. I have a great support system.