Nostalgia biting...
I actually have not updated here in a while. I've been busy spending time with family and work. Today I have to reconcile 7 month's worth of bank statements. I have been putting this off because I know that it will rise the nostalgias because the statements will show the items I bought for him this year, I booked our flights and hotels for our holidays last July because he does not trust giving his credit card details to online merchants. He did pay me back.
But as I guessed, the nostalgia was biting again. Of course it does not help that I'm on days off and moping about at home. Sometimes I wished there is some process to make forgetting and moving on easier. Sadly, all of us who are currently going through this episode of our lives has to take the steps bit by bit, like a baby learning to walk.
I have lost so much weight since all these started. I'm now down to 91 1/2 lbs even though I am trying to eat. It seems my weight just won't stay when all I want is 5 more lbs on me.
But as I guessed, the nostalgia was biting again. Of course it does not help that I'm on days off and moping about at home. Sometimes I wished there is some process to make forgetting and moving on easier. Sadly, all of us who are currently going through this episode of our lives has to take the steps bit by bit, like a baby learning to walk.
I have lost so much weight since all these started. I'm now down to 91 1/2 lbs even though I am trying to eat. It seems my weight just won't stay when all I want is 5 more lbs on me.
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