NORMAL DAY
I m having the most normal day I have had in a while. I actually woke up at 8am no alarm needed AND FELT RESTED. I got some stuff done, laundry and kitchen, then I took the kids to soccer and dropped them off at home made a baked potato and now at 9:30 I am SLEEPY!!!! OMG. to feel normal again.
As far as the home life it hasn't gotten better but at least it has been uneventful. I have noticed that if I just don't talk to him at all about anything, then it isn't bad at all. But who in there right mind wants to spend their life just not talking to what is supposed to be their best friend and other half in life. their partner.
I have decided I want to see if I can get this part time job at a vets office down the street. It is a receptionist position with occasional kennel help. I don't mind the kennel help at all really. I have two pits (beautiful, sweet loving GIANT lap babies lol), a cat, a goat and two ferrets and don't forget the kids. If I am not used to the mess and cleaning it up by now, something is wrong. LOL.
I think being out of the house around animals ( I really love animals and wish I could start my own rescue) and other new people will help me. I love being here with the kiddos but geez Louise. They can drive even the most sane and patient person to drink.
I think that this is it for today, being relaxed and relatively pain free (as much as you an get when pain becomes a normalcy in life) has really cleared my mind. I really don't have a thing running through it right now other than cuddling up and drifting off into a uneventful dreamless sleep.
As far as the home life it hasn't gotten better but at least it has been uneventful. I have noticed that if I just don't talk to him at all about anything, then it isn't bad at all. But who in there right mind wants to spend their life just not talking to what is supposed to be their best friend and other half in life. their partner.
I have decided I want to see if I can get this part time job at a vets office down the street. It is a receptionist position with occasional kennel help. I don't mind the kennel help at all really. I have two pits (beautiful, sweet loving GIANT lap babies lol), a cat, a goat and two ferrets and don't forget the kids. If I am not used to the mess and cleaning it up by now, something is wrong. LOL.
I think being out of the house around animals ( I really love animals and wish I could start my own rescue) and other new people will help me. I love being here with the kiddos but geez Louise. They can drive even the most sane and patient person to drink.
I think that this is it for today, being relaxed and relatively pain free (as much as you an get when pain becomes a normalcy in life) has really cleared my mind. I really don't have a thing running through it right now other than cuddling up and drifting off into a uneventful dreamless sleep.
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: ) Glad you had so much normalcy for one day. That is really great.
Lol I feel the same about the home life. If I don\'t speak about it, talk to him about it, or try to do anything with him then everything is fine. hahaha
And I think working at the vet is a wonderful idea! Good luck.
I wish you luck and am so glad you had a good day as we all know even having a little bit of normalcy can make us feel emotionally so much better.